Chaos Energies

Two scenarios.

# One.

You walk into a room things are everywhere. The laundry is all over the floor with the junk mail. Beer cans are mixed with kid’s toys and dirty dishes and half eat food are mixed into everything. Newspapers, books & trash clutter every surface. There isn’t even a clear chair in which to sit down. Things are literally an uncontrolled mess. You try to cross the room and step into some unidentifiable puddle of ooze that maybe involves ketchup & cat puke you are not sure.

# Two.

You run into a person that constantly winds you up, high to low. Life is literally a rollercoaster with them. Bi-polar but worse. High one minute – low the next – nothing in between, but it is you being drug up and down, not them. They can’t understand why you feel this way – they seem themselves as calm. They are both the healer / peacemaker and the person causing the greatest amount of pain. Time and time again you get suckered into helping or believing in this person only to have them cause pain the moment that you have given your all and have found a way make things seemingly calm. Despite your best efforts, they constantly are riding that high / low wave repeatedly looking for a way to keep it going.

In both instances you find yourself trying to running for the nearest exit. The energy hits you like a wave. You sweat, your head pounds, you get a tightness in the chest, a shortness of breath, you may even feel nauseous. You want to hide, to run, to do what ever it takes to make the situation go away. You do whatever it takes to make the person happy. You just need to find a way to just make it end.

Negative energy? Not so. Not even close. These are both examples of chaos at its most hectic. Chaos as its very name suggests is chaotic in nature. It is the contestant muddle, the mixing. It is not the clearly defined yin / yang energies of the positive / negative flow that compliment each other and keep the balance in nature. Chaos is purely that. It is such a mix that the clearly defined energy patterns most vampires need are so muddled, so below the surface, they are impossible to separate out.

Everything and everyone has an energy signature. It is part of out basic makeup. At a base level everything and everyone is composed of energy. Within that there are discernable patterns that we as humans subconsciously find. To every one of us there are energy patterns that help us deal with daily events, they are a kind of comfort zone that we seek out. As vampires we take that a step further. Not only do we feel the energies around us, we absorb, feed from and are affected by those same energies. When we are hit with energies we cannot process or handle out bodies sometimes act in very adverse ways. Chaos to most vampires feels like a bad anxiety attack or a mild heart attack.

The thing is with chaos it is self perpetuating. That once it starts it continues unless acted upon by an outside force. And while there are vampires that can feed from chaos they are very difficult to be near. They are the ones in the middle enjoying the mixing, and the wild ride that chaos promotes.

Vampires sometimes act as an energy catalyst. Meaning they bring to the surface, in a prominent way, the energy patterns that flow within all things. Hang around a positive energy orientated vampire and after a bit you will feel that warm glow. Hang around a vampire of negative energy orientation and you may feel like starting a conflict. Once you encounter chaotic energy and hit that muddled mix of you feel overloaded and have a somewhat physical reaction.

How do you deal with it? Well in the first example the answer is easy, leave the room. Or better yet restore the order. You will find that as the order returns your symptoms will dissipate and your system will right itself once it finds an energy pattern that it can lock on to and identify.

In the second case the answer is much more difficult, especially if they are part of your every day life. The decision in that case needs to be found with in you. What are your tolerance limits? How much chaos can you take? At what point does quality of life and self preservation become an issue? All very difficult very personal questions that only you can answer.

The other thing you can do is some shielding. Block the energy from an encounter with you in the first place. This is of course much easier to do with small amounts of chaotic energy than a whole snoot full. If you find that you have absorbed some of the chaotic energy, do some grounding and centering to release it. As with any unusable energy, be sure to completely purge it from your system and then feed slightly on energies that you find most beneficial in order to feel well again.

Veritatem dies aperit.

LA. Judge / nodecaf

VC Council

VC Administrator

Mid-Atlantic Vampire Assocation

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